i so goddamn hate it when this happens..... i hate loosing my temper... i hate it... it happens like once in months and i hate it.... i dont like bieng like this.. talking like this.... thinking like this.. .i sure am better the way i am.... numb....
i hate this sensation... cause i dont know what to do with it... how to get rid of it.....
come to think of it... its like that with everything now... i hate it...