long fucking day.... it rained last night... and poof went the power.. i have fucking no clue why things have to be like this.... i mean ya its a semi urban place.... but still... i mean the power shutting off everytime it rains is ridiculous... wasted the whole fucking evening for no reason....

its been years today.... four to be exact.....
i wont exactly call it an aniversary.... cause aniversaries are for rememberance or bring joy.... id rather friggin forget it all....

...but i cant...

sad sad fucking day.....
i had a test first thing in the morning... that too a subject like CM... blooody hell... i just kept staring at the TV till late in the night after having to solve that bloody network problem...

The fat sob who teaches never taught us shit and would have fucked all of us if we made a mistake with that problem... thank fucking god... we got the question paper...

Then Nataraj screamed, i saw it coming quite a while ago actually....
we were fucking up really big time... there is a limit to taking things for granted and some of us were just crossing that invisible line....

someone should tell all those wierdos... it doesnt do any good to be like that....

Urban Psyc. class was weird.... i have kept wanting to question ma'am why all her slides are always about the U.S.... somewhere or the other.... cause the psych. of people in this country varies so severely that it isnt funny.....

Empty Streets on peak hours, enough space to park for everyone...... I wonder what she would do if she landed up somewhere in central Kolkata on a weekday... say maybe around eleven ???? :)

The understanding of Urban Psych is a very area related subject..... we grow in the environment which shapes us..... we grow to understand so much more about it than anyone else would.....

The fact still remains, the Urban environment can never be the same for two people, living, even a few kilometers away from each other.... we have to understand the perspective of space in that regard.....

Noone really wants to know the perspective of Urban Space in anyone elses perspective.... what is required are the tools to to equip us to understand our spaces..... Comparisons from different parts of the world... evaluation.....

This is India. We probably have more diversity than any other country in the world.... We all talk about communalism.... has anyone ever seen as much harmony as here, anywhere else in the world ??????

Space......in India.... is a different proposition all together....